I felt my soul disturbed by desire. That longing for beauty. I want to touch it, experience it, be wrecked by it. I feel hurt by the idea of growing old. But what is still here? The birds cheering on another day. The warmth of the sun reminding me it's always there. The son performing his duty to take care of the people he loves. Nothing more is required of me. What fantasy are you hoping to live? This is all there is, and all there ever will be. Ease into the moment and your anxiety will disappear. Take care to live in reverence of the Light.